RetroFedMrJ199414, mrj199414@lemmy.world
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Trans JoyWoooo Domi 💜 you go girl. Looking absolutely gorgeous.
Transfem@lemmy.blahaj.zone
I really appreciate it 💜 I’ve been bottling it up for a bit. It’s nice being able to talk about it and knowing someone is listening.
Transfem@lemmy.blahaj.zone
I appreciate it. 💜 It would definitely be helpful if my living situation wasn’t tied to my job and my homophobic/transphobic boss. Been trying for months to find another job that I can even do with all my health problems.
Transfem@lemmy.blahaj.zone
It has been hard. I have been trying to reach out to the few friends that I have but it is difficult to talk to some of them and the ones I do feel comfortable with are currently going through loss and trying to find a job. I don’t like putting my problems on others. I wish I could afford to go back to weekly therapy sessions but between my meds, appointments, and a surgery next week… I’m just so overwhelmed. Been trying to get another job but I’ve been turned down hundreds of times at this point. I have severe Rheumatoid Arthritis, like to the point I couldn’t walk, I’ve gained a bunch of weight. Plus the clinic I go to won’t do gender affirming care.
Woooo Domi 💜 you go girl. Looking absolutely gorgeous.
I really appreciate it 💜 I’ve been bottling it up for a bit. It’s nice being able to talk about it and knowing someone is listening.
I appreciate it. 💜 It would definitely be helpful if my living situation wasn’t tied to my job and my homophobic/transphobic boss. Been trying for months to find another job that I can even do with all my health problems.
It has been hard. I have been trying to reach out to the few friends that I have but it is difficult to talk to some of them and the ones I do feel comfortable with are currently going through loss and trying to find a job. I don’t like putting my problems on others. I wish I could afford to go back to weekly therapy sessions but between my meds, appointments, and a surgery next week… I’m just so overwhelmed. Been trying to get another job but I’ve been turned down hundreds of times at this point. I have severe Rheumatoid Arthritis, like to the point I couldn’t walk, I’ve gained a bunch of weight. Plus the clinic I go to won’t do gender affirming care.
Really struggling lately.
Just need to vent. I realized I was trans and I have been repressing it for awhile. I told myself I wanted to start hrt by the end of the year. But I have been struggling with health issues too. To the point that I may have to go on disability and everything feels hopeless. My living situation puts me into a position where I cannot be open about who I am. Plus I met someone who I thought was a really nice person. I just wanted to be friends but they love bombed me until I gave in. Which broke my self esteem all over again. Everything just feels like too much right now and I have spent the last two days in bed in the fetal position not moving at all.