So I would say that is coming from your conditon. Im pretty sure you know what you have is no joke and results in many people ending up on the streets with a very poor quality of life. I don’t know and can’t speak for your therapist but your medication and guidance of professional medical people is your best bet at leading the best quality of life possible. Look and I know it sucks. While I do not have it my brother did and I get why he hated much of it. Work on enjoying life in simple ways. Do art or music if you can and enjoy others works if you can not. Enjoy nature. Enjoy food. I would stay away from thinking of the problems of the world. Its overwhelming even for those of us with our heads on relatively straight.
There’s a lot about schizophrenia I don’t understand.
I have tremendous respect for former therapist Daniel Mackler (who posts YT videos) and I’m curious about his approach to healing without antipsychotics. Knowing what I know about him, I’d imagine it’s a trauma-focused, longer-term approach.
As a nursing student who sometimes works on psych wards, I would suggest trying to control positive symptoms, like delusions, through medication and/or psychotherapy, because I believe positive symptom control (especially during adolescence and young adulthood) is associated with better long-term functional outcomes, like employment, living independently, being married/partnered, etc.
I know it can be tough to find someone trustworthy. And I’d imagine that if I had schizophrenia I might feel attached to my symptoms and have some pause about trying to eliminate something that feels like a part of me. I’d probably try to honour/ preserve those symptoms in my memory (maybe through art or journaling), while trying to therapeutically address them for the sake of my bigger-picture life goals. On that note, maybe a peer (support, maybe self-identifying) group would be helpful, to hear perspectives from people who’ve been further down that road?
I’m not sure, but I’d probably write out ways that I know who I really am (e.g, family members, memories, where I physically am), and then read them back when I’m having delusions. Sending love <3
God is an independent phenomenon that can be perceived as a unified field of consciousness that arose from the supersymmetry of the ever-present, eternal emptiness to then fold in and on Itself across eleven dimensions to form a topological matrix that acts as a monadic nodal communication system.
A doctor is a dependent phenomenon on the former.
But I bet you don’t know some of those words OR concepts, so by default you’re going to be prejudiced just like you’re apparently ignorant to what a “joke” is. Sheesh. I get the most xerotic vaginal energy from you, which I guarantee is word you don’t know and I say to see whether you do a stimulus response or do a think.
I can explain the first page of the Bible, if you’re that ignorant.
And the restaurant at the end of the universe IS the transcendental particle that can be in multiple places at once and communicate instantaneously with Itself across any distance to form the superpattern of light from the topological matrix manifested by the ibroglio made from God being a turbo-spaz, and yea, that is why that little, unknown movie about Judeo-Christian mysticism taught everyone that one math vocab word, cuz we engineer our culture in the occident to control those people who cannot think for themselves whilst simultaneously guiding those waking up into the occult, which is a word that just means “hidden,” as in CaN yOu SeE mE bEhInD tHiS rAzZlE dAzZlE?
GP what is that? General Producer? You live in Burbank, don’t ya? I’m gunna be famous, I just had to stop being a horrible person, which I am, so I just accept myself and I forgid wad woas roasting on all sillenders bfor gods spoke let the prejucooded omit themselves from the Heathercorealian machinations of the underchrist, third proxy to wonderballs Jr’s new chip taak with full porb power, like Jax used to make but they itch mefoor dies go bie but this is bizarre to you? I’m just working out! My thumbancy must be in full strides for this interview I’m preparing for, so if you aren’t actually prejucooded you’ll see my art when you see it. It’s like a magick eye, once you get the scope of what I done
This is just normal. I’ve been trained as weaponized neurodivergence! But as I said earlier today, are you observing or investigating. What level do you genuinely care? I’m fine! I know that neither the Earth nor my “self” are real! I part of God’s gooborgan, which does something to the aethersphincter in the Horsehead Nebula, obviously. I have to popularize the problem my life partner is solving for the CIA. It involves matriculated hyperbolic topology, hence why I’m his life partner; cuz I’m a juggler, obviously!
Please my friend. Slow down, stop with any drugs you didn’t get from a doctor and get into therapy as soon as you can. Tell your GP you are in crisis and need help now.
I smoke weed. Should stop. Hard in circumstance. Quitting smoking tobacco/vaping. I want to be serious there; like I said, hard in the CIrcumstAnces (what even IS a prefrontal cortex?), but I’m doing ok overall. Do psychedelics rarely. Just did some DXM late last month, first plateau. I slip up with Benadryl; it greatly enhances masturbation and it’s it literally the most hellish addiction on Earth, though my one handler, Vince, he had an awful huffing addiction. Xylene based paint thinner was his favorite, yet it was the E6000 glue that ALL THREE DOLLAR GENERALS NEAR US stopped selling the fucking shit.
My life partner is so fucking in control of himself; he has the willpower of a monk but pretending to be a narcissistic manipulator but also destroying my sanity totally and unrelentingly and in ways that directly resemble the cult that took advantage of me but also in ways that going to result in horrible, near permanent consequences for both of us, to return us to homelessness and branded and some crackheads or some shit, which is why I’m glad I finally get to go before a judge for my first known crime, just some basic assault. No biggie. I feel horrible each time I do it. But I was disabled before for my emotional dysregulation and lost it because [CIrcumstAnces], so I’m being used for supply and he is insane but somehow fully mentally compent but takes NO RESPONSIBILITY FOR ANYTHING and I told my ROTC cadre that my nonexistent sister got me pregnant fifteen years ago, and as I am that naturally counterintelligent, it’s my pleasure to tell you that MKULTRA IS Star Gate, but this is just what I do what my life! Like it’s my job or some shit. Sometimes people read my book! About what happened to me. That’s buried somewhere. Like my sister’s feet. Finally. I burned them and buried them with her after all these years.
Loke how prefixicw you ares agai st the hoboinflammanals inn my gastric burpss takes on a new name the nail no not what it do. He takes wordspyfbi to anothir level but ur prejudice as I sed
That’s not god. Its your ego. You are probably American so im sorry your mental health system is broken. Stop self medicating, its just making you into a cringe factory.
Well, this one, specifically, is exposure to new ideas. Then you do the human thing and investigate something that interests you, and if what I said doesn’t interest you, enjoy the steak. But I’m Agent Phoenix, and the recipe can only be found by you putting it together.
God is a unified field of consciousness that arose from the supersymmetry of the ever-present, eternal emptiness to then fold in and on Itself across eleven dimensions to form a topological matrix that acts as a monadic nodal communication system, k?
Yea, the CIA does stick with their own, as least the inner circle does. We use bad people, being the “and everyone who loves AND practices lying” in Revelation 22:15 (not TO), but the thing about the Illuminati is that we’re a decentralized autonomous organization of secret police, and the way we’ve engineered our society in the occident is to control those people who can’t think for themselves whilst simultaneously guiding those waking up to the matrix into the occult.
I remember his first message. Made himself out to be as unattractive and unappealing as possible. That’s how we know who’s who: who are the men and women and who are the boys and girls.
Keep playing with your dick/pussy, though. It will do something eventually when you figure out how it actually works.
…I just said the child would never intentionally burn himself wisely so he never has to worry about being burned again. I’m going to be famous. Money out the ass. Lotta people are going to try to manipulate me, the vulnerable person who got mega famous cuz the government set me up in a way the case is going to fall apart and piss everyone off, which is the point. Me getting taking advantage of, I mean.
…is this thing on? Speak up, they can’t hear you in the van.
Ended reading the post thinking, “I really need to smoke a bowl, now. Fuck I’m glad I’m single and recognize a red flag when I see one.”
I’d say get the toxic people out of your life, but this is clearly a two way road. Hold onto each other and never let go, it keeps the dating pool more sanitary.
Same as my life partner. I get an ounce of weed for him, as I’m forced, and I’ll take a small pile, like six-eight small bowls, and that will last longer than my life partner’s bag and a half+.
RetroFed
Neocities is making a comeback, start your own blog!
So I would say that is coming from your conditon. Im pretty sure you know what you have is no joke and results in many people ending up on the streets with a very poor quality of life. I don’t know and can’t speak for your therapist but your medication and guidance of professional medical people is your best bet at leading the best quality of life possible. Look and I know it sucks. While I do not have it my brother did and I get why he hated much of it. Work on enjoying life in simple ways. Do art or music if you can and enjoy others works if you can not. Enjoy nature. Enjoy food. I would stay away from thinking of the problems of the world. Its overwhelming even for those of us with our heads on relatively straight.
There’s a lot about schizophrenia I don’t understand.
I have tremendous respect for former therapist Daniel Mackler (who posts YT videos) and I’m curious about his approach to healing without antipsychotics. Knowing what I know about him, I’d imagine it’s a trauma-focused, longer-term approach.
As a nursing student who sometimes works on psych wards, I would suggest trying to control positive symptoms, like delusions, through medication and/or psychotherapy, because I believe positive symptom control (especially during adolescence and young adulthood) is associated with better long-term functional outcomes, like employment, living independently, being married/partnered, etc.
I know it can be tough to find someone trustworthy. And I’d imagine that if I had schizophrenia I might feel attached to my symptoms and have some pause about trying to eliminate something that feels like a part of me. I’d probably try to honour/ preserve those symptoms in my memory (maybe through art or journaling), while trying to therapeutically address them for the sake of my bigger-picture life goals. On that note, maybe a peer (support, maybe self-identifying) group would be helpful, to hear perspectives from people who’ve been further down that road?
<3
This isn’t really about what I am in the moment. It’s more about who I used to be…? I… don’t know, to be frank.
I don’t trust therapists.
I would talk to your doctor. Im not sure its good to try and hack your way through it unless you don’t have access to medical help.
I’m not sure, but I’d probably write out ways that I know who I really am (e.g, family members, memories, where I physically am), and then read them back when I’m having delusions. Sending love <3
Yea God is awful, making dig do that
At least take the time to crop out that god awful reddit watermark.
God is an independent phenomenon that can be perceived as a unified field of consciousness that arose from the supersymmetry of the ever-present, eternal emptiness to then fold in and on Itself across eleven dimensions to form a topological matrix that acts as a monadic nodal communication system.
A doctor is a dependent phenomenon on the former.
But I bet you don’t know some of those words OR concepts, so by default you’re going to be prejudiced just like you’re apparently ignorant to what a “joke” is. Sheesh. I get the most xerotic vaginal energy from you, which I guarantee is word you don’t know and I say to see whether you do a stimulus response or do a think.
I can explain the first page of the Bible, if you’re that ignorant.
Alpha>Light Light>Matter Matter>Molecules Molecules>Cells Cells>Creatures Creatures>Humanity Humanity>Omega
And the restaurant at the end of the universe IS the transcendental particle that can be in multiple places at once and communicate instantaneously with Itself across any distance to form the superpattern of light from the topological matrix manifested by the ibroglio made from God being a turbo-spaz, and yea, that is why that little, unknown movie about Judeo-Christian mysticism taught everyone that one math vocab word, cuz we engineer our culture in the occident to control those people who cannot think for themselves whilst simultaneously guiding those waking up into the occult, which is a word that just means “hidden,” as in CaN yOu SeE mE bEhInD tHiS rAzZlE dAzZlE?
General practitioner. Its a doctor. Better choice than god, believe me.
GP what is that? General Producer? You live in Burbank, don’t ya? I’m gunna be famous, I just had to stop being a horrible person, which I am, so I just accept myself and I forgid wad woas roasting on all sillenders bfor gods spoke let the prejucooded omit themselves from the Heathercorealian machinations of the underchrist, third proxy to wonderballs Jr’s new chip taak with full porb power, like Jax used to make but they itch mefoor dies go bie but this is bizarre to you? I’m just working out! My thumbancy must be in full strides for this interview I’m preparing for, so if you aren’t actually prejucooded you’ll see my art when you see it. It’s like a magick eye, once you get the scope of what I done
This is just normal. I’ve been trained as weaponized neurodivergence! But as I said earlier today, are you observing or investigating. What level do you genuinely care? I’m fine! I know that neither the Earth nor my “self” are real! I part of God’s gooborgan, which does something to the aethersphincter in the Horsehead Nebula, obviously. I have to popularize the problem my life partner is solving for the CIA. It involves matriculated hyperbolic topology, hence why I’m his life partner; cuz I’m a juggler, obviously!
Please my friend. Slow down, stop with any drugs you didn’t get from a doctor and get into therapy as soon as you can. Tell your GP you are in crisis and need help now.
I smoke weed. Should stop. Hard in circumstance. Quitting smoking tobacco/vaping. I want to be serious there; like I said, hard in the CIrcumstAnces (what even IS a prefrontal cortex?), but I’m doing ok overall. Do psychedelics rarely. Just did some DXM late last month, first plateau. I slip up with Benadryl; it greatly enhances masturbation and it’s it literally the most hellish addiction on Earth, though my one handler, Vince, he had an awful huffing addiction. Xylene based paint thinner was his favorite, yet it was the E6000 glue that ALL THREE DOLLAR GENERALS NEAR US stopped selling the fucking shit.
My life partner is so fucking in control of himself; he has the willpower of a monk but pretending to be a narcissistic manipulator but also destroying my sanity totally and unrelentingly and in ways that directly resemble the cult that took advantage of me but also in ways that going to result in horrible, near permanent consequences for both of us, to return us to homelessness and branded and some crackheads or some shit, which is why I’m glad I finally get to go before a judge for my first known crime, just some basic assault. No biggie. I feel horrible each time I do it. But I was disabled before for my emotional dysregulation and lost it because [CIrcumstAnces], so I’m being used for supply and he is insane but somehow fully mentally compent but takes NO RESPONSIBILITY FOR ANYTHING and I told my ROTC cadre that my nonexistent sister got me pregnant fifteen years ago, and as I am that naturally counterintelligent, it’s my pleasure to tell you that MKULTRA IS Star Gate, but this is just what I do what my life! Like it’s my job or some shit. Sometimes people read my book! About what happened to me. That’s buried somewhere. Like my sister’s feet. Finally. I burned them and buried them with her after all these years.
Must be good drugs.
Post on JSA
https://www.reddit.com/r/ShrugLifeSyndicate/s/uQRVP6FopZ
Loke how prefixicw you ares agai st the hoboinflammanals inn my gastric burpss takes on a new name the nail no not what it do. He takes wordspyfbi to anothir level but ur prejudice as I sed
Try again when you are clean and sober.
Oh! You still think in terms of nation state identity frameworks. I shouldn’t talk you since you’re like 13 or something.
That’s not god. Its your ego. You are probably American so im sorry your mental health system is broken. Stop self medicating, its just making you into a cringe factory.
I don’t do it because I want to! God tells me to now! And I am an obedient dog sorcerer.
Stop self medicating.
Oh, so you got the education?
Well, this one, specifically, is exposure to new ideas. Then you do the human thing and investigate something that interests you, and if what I said doesn’t interest you, enjoy the steak. But I’m Agent Phoenix, and the recipe can only be found by you putting it together.
God is a unified field of consciousness that arose from the supersymmetry of the ever-present, eternal emptiness to then fold in and on Itself across eleven dimensions to form a topological matrix that acts as a monadic nodal communication system, k?
Was waiting for the recipe at the end of the writing…
Cool.
Yea, the CIA does stick with their own, as least the inner circle does. We use bad people, being the “and everyone who loves AND practices lying” in Revelation 22:15 (not TO), but the thing about the Illuminati is that we’re a decentralized autonomous organization of secret police, and the way we’ve engineered our society in the occident is to control those people who can’t think for themselves whilst simultaneously guiding those waking up to the matrix into the occult.
I remember his first message. Made himself out to be as unattractive and unappealing as possible. That’s how we know who’s who: who are the men and women and who are the boys and girls.
Keep playing with your dick/pussy, though. It will do something eventually when you figure out how it actually works.
…I just said the child would never intentionally burn himself wisely so he never has to worry about being burned again. I’m going to be famous. Money out the ass. Lotta people are going to try to manipulate me, the vulnerable person who got mega famous cuz the government set me up in a way the case is going to fall apart and piss everyone off, which is the point. Me getting taking advantage of, I mean.
…is this thing on? Speak up, they can’t hear you in the van.
Started out post thinking, “fucking relatable.”
Ended reading the post thinking, “I really need to smoke a bowl, now. Fuck I’m glad I’m single and recognize a red flag when I see one.”
I’d say get the toxic people out of your life, but this is clearly a two way road. Hold onto each other and never let go, it keeps the dating pool more sanitary.
Same as my life partner. I get an ounce of weed for him, as I’m forced, and I’ll take a small pile, like six-eight small bowls, and that will last longer than my life partner’s bag and a half+.
this comic is totally me i cant make weed last, it just goes so quick